when i first met him, i wasnt sure if im gg to be wif him for long...I haf no feelins fo' him at all wen i first became his gf...serious. i was still attached to an idiotic guy named ashraf...wen i first met shah. and at that time, he was juz like a bro to me. my relationship wif my ex was very shaky even b4 dat...shah was very patient. he nvr fail to console me wenever i was down. 3 mths later, i broke up wif ma ex... i was depressed. but guess wat?? instead of reassuring me, he asked me to be his gf!! im even more confused. but then i decided to gif him a chance. even tho' it took me mths to fall in love wif him. His perseverance opened up my heart. His love, care & concern made me love him more...Now aft 3yrs 4mths...he is still mine.. The ups and downs we went thru made us stronger..I can nvr imagine life w/o him now....I love u! =)anw, shah brought up a very sensitive issue a few wks back...guess wat??? MARRIAGE!!shah: hmmm...im gg to propose to u next yr..me: ................meaning??shah: which means we are getting married next yr la...me: * shocked* ?!?!?!PPLE readin' this dont be shock or even laugh. coz shah seems serious. I did laughed too but he gave me da sarcastic + serious look! get it?? im confused now... someone help me!! i'm surrendering this to fate... if its stated that i'll be married next yr... i will juz haf to accept it.. but that doesnt mean i will change!! nvr... i will alwaes be da same.. n bout ma career.. i will still pursue in it.. nvr givin' up... one thing fo' sure..i noe if i marry him... i dont haf to wori bout money n stuffs... coz hes gt everythin!! lol. hehe... so if u gt a wedding invitation from me...... juz smile aight! =))