Its been a long2 time.finally im updating.haha.There's lots of things happening lately.i really mean alot.Friendships,relationship, family and others.Both bad n good.Im happy wif hubby.Always.We are doing good.Yes, we are.Im lying if i say we didnt quarrel n stuffs.we did.but its juz over small matters.Im lovin' him more each and everyday.He is my sunshine now.=))My mum will be gg off to Saudi Arabia to perform pilgrimage.So i will take up some of the responsibilities at home.Lucky me, i still have my grandparents.Bless them always.They gg take care of my two siblings.I'm gonna miss my mum alot.Even tho we always disagree over small matter,she will always be my one and onli mum.I LOVE YOU MUMMY.May ALLAH bless her journey there.Friends....hmm...sometimes wen we thought dat person is our good friend and will always be there wenever we nid them, we are act wrong.It alwaes happen dat way.I trusted all my frens.But i didnt tot this would happened.Trusted them wif everything even money.How stupid can i be.And the sad part is its not even my money.The money blongs to my mum.Bcoz of this one person,my relationship will my mum now is shaky.maybe to her its juz a joke, makin empty promises.but to me its not.She not onli jeopardise our friendshipbut oso my relationship wif my mum.now my mum no longer trust me.thanks to my "dearest" friend.Wat i cant accept most is dat she juz kept lying.Lies after lies.Even wen she wanted to borrow the money she lied.Why wud anyone do this??And its not juz a small sum of money.We are talking bout a few thousands.now most of my frens are talkin bout this.i dont even noe how some got to noe this.some juz kept askin me qns.wateva lah.she wanna lose this friendship.not me.i shd be the one askin dat since she alr backstabbed me.but surprisingly she did.so now tell me sape yg hurt sape??n who is the one who has gt no feelings??wateva u have ur own life now.i dont even care if u have a bf now.its not a big fcuk to me.u have ur new friends.so do i.I REGRET TRUSTING YOU.I REALLY DO.Life is full of drama.nuff said.im tired.no mood alr.
will update some other day.toodles.~"I find it hard to trust not only me,but everyone around me"