Im sick n tired of getting the blame alwaes.
yes ALWAES.
Be it whether im RIGHT or wrong.
I'll still get da blame.
This life is really not fair to me.
I have to bear the blame n humiliation of the things that i didnt even commit.
its fine.
i get it now.
no point wastin my life on this.
wen i do smthin RIGHT no one praise me.
indeed im blamed for smthn i didnt even do.
I may be smiling and joking around todae.
But DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART,ONLI GOD KNOWS HOW HURT I WAS.
ALONE, i SCREAMED MY LUNGS OUT.
I CRIED IN MY HEART.
I CRIED as LOUD as i cud.
No one cud hear my prayers.
Tears aft Tears i shed.
No one not even the closest person in my heart(hubby) cud feel the PAIN.
All he cud do is to console me not to cry.
But he cudnt possibly feel the pain in my heart.
yes no one, not a single soul.
Only GOD knows.
I tried to be strong and pretend to be happy.
But sometimes i juz cudnt help it.
I feel like crying but i had to control myself HARD.
I LOVE my DAD.( i miss u too, wish u were here rite now.)
I LOVE my MUM.
I LOVE my one n only SIS.
I LOVE my dearest BRO.
N I LOVE my HUBBY.
But sometimes the PAIN is unbearable wen someone u REALLY LOVE and is IMPORTANT in UR LIFE pierced a hole in ur HEART.
It juz HURTS.
MY Heart is broken into pieces.-maafkan daku.